How Death shifted my Spiritual Awakening

In 2008, I met Mykel at the Bridge to Nowhere in the San Gabriel mountains for a day of adrenaline hiking and bungee jumping.

Within the following two years, not only did I fall in love with Mykel, but also the open hearted life together of adventure & self development ready for marriage and kids. We even gave names to our future kids.

I hit rock bottom when I lost Mykel in a fatal camping accident. I felt like a smooth flowing train abruptly derailed.

I spend the last decade overcoming the intense emotional loss of my beloved.
At first all I felt was numb. Numb to life and living. Numb to breathing, feeling & speaking. My outlook on life drastically changed to not wanting to live my own life without Mykel. Everyday I questioned why did this happen to me?

Then life threw me a curveball...

I started to recognize Mykel's presence in my dreams. In these visits, I knew I was dreaming, although whenever I started to ask him "what happened," he would disappear and I would wake up.

Then I started to notice during my waking hours I felt a sense of comfort that he was still here with me in a different way then I had experienced before his death.

With the blessing of feeling comforted by Mykel's continued unseen presence, I questioned my current understanding of life and death.

I dove heart first into books about Near Death Experience's. Anita Moorjani's book: Dying to Be Me, expanded my heart and mind so abundantly that it completely shifted my perspective on living, dying and loss.

Now I'm a spiritual practitioner focused on Mind Body Soul communication that connects a bridge to those we have lost along the way. It was then and still is now, so important to continually explore & work through my own healing journey first, before bringing others along the path towards self healing.

I'm honored to help create a shift in the perspective to embrace the pleasant as well as the not so pleasant experiences that may have caused long term suffering in the past.

I was exhausted from the depression, anxiety & loss of control in my prior life.
With a hopeful heart, I was determined to find another way.

Continuing my unique bond with Mykel, I have been blessed to discover yoga and meditation. I found a path to develop my own structured intuition which has given me confidence, clarity and daily strength step outside my own comfort zone and share my experience trusting that these tools can also help others live a life they love.

I WANT TO LIVE A LIFE OF LOVE, PEACE, & CONFIDENCE in my abilities to make healthy decisions and help others with this intention as well.

Life is dynamic, always changing & unpredictable. I'm want to serve my highest potential, my relationships with others, work ethic, self care, and ability to LOVE with my whole heart! So I am left with the choice to either turn away when I get uncomfortable or know that choosing to explore something new is also an option.

What a journey, right?...

What has been your current experience that has brought you to read this? Do you still feel connected to your loved one that has passed? Who was he/she? How do you feel inspired by them to continue to enjoy a life they would be proud of?

I'd love to know more about where you are on your healing journey right now.

Please comment, send a message and let me know your thoughts...